Friday, March 19, 2010

And Baby Makes 4

I had my first prenatal today, guess what? I am much further along than I thought. I am 11 weeks 5 days. The baby is huge 5cm long. During the exam baby jumped and moved it's arm and wiggled around. It was so cute.
Allison got a kick out of the baby pictures. I think she thinks that they are pictures of her. She is a bit of a narcissist.
I would scan the pictures I got today but my scanner/printer is broken so you will all have to wait for the 20 week gender reveal pictures I get. Unless I can somehow get the thing to work and remember to do it.

Daddy Scott is very happy and excited to be doing all of this again. He really loves the fact that he will now have 2 kids to teach how an engine works, how to shoot and how to play COD4.

I am tired so I am going to lay down for a few minutes before we watch Cabin Fever 2. Holly would have loved the movie, she loved scary movies and would watch them by herself if she had too, she was so braved, my protector. I love her and miss her.

I hope you all have a wonderful weekend and a great evening.

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Grieving and Moving On

The loss of my sister, Holly, last month was the hardest thing I have ever had to deal with I started this blog as a way for me to express the way I felt and to help me get past the hurt and emptiness I was feeling. It really helped a lot. I can't go back and read it though, I cry everyt time I try.

After a lot of thinking and feedback from friends and family I am going to continue my blog in memory of my sister. She absolutely loved reading about Allison and watching her niece grow up. She would be happy to know that I go to the doctors tomorrow and find out how far along I am with new baby and see if there is more than one. For the record, if I am having multiples I am getting my tubes tied.

It will still be hard to write everyday since I am still very tired and dealing with morning sickness at night mostly so I will update as much as possible.

I will make sure that I post my new baby findings tomorrow and I will get some new pictures of Allison on here as soon I as I take them off my camera.

I hope I haven't lost all my readers, I hope ya'll realise that I needed some time to heal and now I am moving on, making this blog a scrapbook of our lives so I can remember all the wonderful things that we, as a family, do.

Here is your Allison fix people...enjoy it, I'll be back tomorrow.